So I would have thought I’d have had more warning about this “Coming Out Day” business this year. I mean, I know people! (I won’t name names, but you know who you are…) So you are supposed to tell your coming out story. Anyhoo, this is me trying to tell my stories. Or story. It’s tough. I have come out of more symbolic closets in my days that I get confused. Plus I had issues with duality when I was coming out. I did the “double life thing” really well. Really well. To the point where even I was confused. Still am, in fact. Heh. But if you listen, you can hear where the realities overlap in my memory, because there were a lot of things going on at once, but never did I mix groups. I kept everything separate. I think it’s my messed up mind, but it’s not.

Cuh-razy! I know. I do envy the folks I am seeing on the You Tube tonight though. Talking about how it was “easy, and a positive experience”. Right. For me it was a trip into the looking glass. So yeah. Here’s my talk about it. It is still such an overview. There are sooooo many sub issues. Sub stories. *sigh*

Happy National Coming Out Day!

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Okay, so at first I thought Richard and I were like ‘play bickering’, but apparently he was really pissed. I found out this morning when I tried to kiss him. Bummer. We do need to work on communication, clearly… All is well now tho. Check out my dinner tonight: link. If that’s not love, I don’t know what is. Oh, and if you look close you can see some of my Fall Decor… heheheh. I plan to do a video showing the rest of that. If you are into that kinda thing…

Anyhoo, this one is just a general update. No big shakes. Life, love and carpet cleaning. Oh, and I recorded it last night. It is already 24 hours out of date.

Sheesh. Podcasting is like a job! And I am falling behind…

BTW. Our carpets look amazing! Not that they were that dirty (my OCD eyes see dirt that may or may not be there…), but what a difference! Stanley Steemer yo! Check em out! I just wish I coulda seen the dirt they got out, but it is like a closed system they have going on those trucks… but I did learn that the soap used is 100% biodegradable and junk. Good deal! Oh, and carpet like never dries if you are waiting. Like that damn water boiling. Heh.

Now I just wanna roll around on the floor. Clean carpeting is sooo exciting!

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Note to self: making a podcast attempt after a very long, very early, and annoying day at work does not make interesting material. I was all over the board. Even I couldn’t keep up, and I am the one who lived it.

Oh my. So another podcast attempt down the virtual toilet. Or is it? I could post it anyway. I mean, it’s not a drunken mess. It’s just me, tired after a long ass day, and trying to make sense of cooking dinner in a podcast… Which, BTW, I was right. Crock pots do not work like that. We did have to move it to another pan on the stove. I tried to tell him. Heheh. You’ll have to listen to see what I am talking about.

Am I really posting this one? My gawd. I am a mess aren’t I? Enjoy? BTW. I love the Amy Winehouse. LOVE.

(keep on keepin’ on… my podcast motto.)

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OMG. I am sooo disapointed about my iPod recording. I was in the car, and I totally thought I was good to go. My new ‘pod. My new mic. I was excited.

It is the worst sound quality yet on dp.com. But I am a trooper. I tested it again. It *can* work great. Just not this time… What? You thought I’d re-record? Have you ever tried to have a conversation with no one and then tried to repeat it..? Exactly? It sucks yo.

Anyhoo, it’s a recap on the neighborhood drama last night. Ugh. The drama. Since when do I live in the hood? Sorry again about the noise…

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So, first of all…

This thing didn’t record right the first time. So like, yeah. I was annoyed about that. But for the most part this podcast recounts the new iPod adventure. I am pretty excited about it! I also blab about work and Richard a bit. Heh. Not exciting, but a pre-cursor to dp.com ‘...was i there radio’ MOBILE!! Woo!

Remember that cheesy voice recorder I used to use? So bad…

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Here we are at Richard’s birthday once again. Yay! Could I be more gay about it? It was all gay all night yo! It was a fantastic time, as I recount on the podcast thing. Plus, Richard got bit! Yikes! Listen in as I unfold the whole sordid story…

Plus. OMG. I was at the most trendy gay bar that played a HAWT mix of Britney’s new song, Gimme More. Sooo awesome! I felt like a lucky princess with a personalized soundtrack. Heh.

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Today has been bad. A bad day. So naturally I decided to do a podcast. I never learn! I should call it ‘...was i bitching?’ LOL!

Anyhoo, (as I say at least 20 times on the podcast) I gab aboot everything from retail to web 2.0! Music from the Death Becomes Her Soundtrack.

(Yes, I almost broke my trunk… Don’t ask. And don’t let my sour mood fool ya. Life is good. I just like to vent online. Totally not good. I am working on it.)

EDIT: Also mentioned: Luka, Wanda, and probably someone else. Let me know.

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I am soo tired. I think you can hear it in my voice. However, if you make it to the end, there’s a treat! Yum! Otherwise, just checking in yo.

Oh, and Richard locked himself out of the house!!!! LOL!

EDIT: If you like the song at the end there, you’ll love it on the YouTube! Link.

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